I'll stand by you

Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now.
Don't be ashamed to cry, let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too.
When the night falls on you, you don't know what to do,
Nothing you confess could make me love you less
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.

So, if you're mad get mad, don't hold it all inside,
Come on and talk to me now.
And hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too
But I'm alot like you.
When you're standing at the crossroads, don't know which path to choose,
Let me come along, cause even if your wrong
I'll stand by you, I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you,
I'll stand by you.
Take me into your darkest hour, and I'll never desert you.
I'll stand by you.

And when, when the night falls on you baby, you're feeling all alone,
You won't be on your own, I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you, won't let nobody hurt you. I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

Another attempted meet up

Another failed attempt to get Femme 15 together. Was hopeful when the replies on Tuesday was all positive. However, wasnt surprise of the turn up at the 11th hour. No finger pointing k. Im to blame too. Once upon a time. hehe..

Anyway I miss you guys loads. Missed a few birthdays already and thought of celebrating Linda's one too though it was too far away. Never knew when the next meet up is.

Well i got news to break to you guys. Sad sad news. The four of you meant the world to me. My real friends. Everlasting. Tested and proven to withstand the test of time. So I figured I better tell you guys in person. But then again time didnt permit. Soon you will be receiving an sms from me. It will shock you but I cannot avoid it any longer.

These are all of Allahs' test to me. I have gone through the period of mourning, denial, regret and now finally I have accepted it. Its difficult to be strong especially when you failed time and again. The past year was a very rough one for me. None of you knew except maybe Sab who I hinted a few times. I myself didnt know this was coming. It just slapped me hard in the face.

Maybe I am just a failure. A dissapointment. I apologise that all your hardword and help rendered that particular night 2 years ago was put to waste. I am so sorry. I too disappoint you. Especially Nourol who have put months of hardwork just to make it a night I will remember. Girl I can never thank you enough and one of my many regrets was to let you know that it is all wasted. So sorry.

I will never stop blaming myself for all that have gone wrong. But on the hindsight, just to survive I wil tell myself that 'ini semua dugaan Allah swt'. Ada hikmah nyer di sebalik tiap kejadian. Maybe happiness is not meant to be mine just yet. Maybe in years to come.

In the mean time, I am just happy knowing I have friends like you. And truthfully you are my only few surviving friends. And may we remain friends for as long as time permits. I love you guys...

Makan with RRO

Its a makan session with RRO gang. Hehe.. Boss belanja... whack.. the SCs look so contented... Im amazed at how teenagers could eat. They piled their mountains of food on their plate and lick it all up. Clean. I gave up after one round.

My New Love

Kia Sportage...

My dream Came True...

Maulidur Rasul @ Neneks

Nenek decided to have a Maulud today. I guess she does it every year. Its a great reason for a reunion too. Or else we will just end up meeting only during Eids.

Updates:-
Abg Shd is expecting his 2nd child - Congrats.
Suharti getting engaged in May to a Fy - Congrats.
Ody is back - Wishing you well bro, you are so dearly missed.

The Kendarats

The spread